Why it happened to me?
Why me?
Why my father?
Where is he now?
Where do people go when they die?
Where is the afterlife?
Where is heaven located?
Is my father somewhere among the stars?
Is my father doing okay?
Is heaven actually existed?
Is there even a life after dead?
Is life worth living?
How do I live?
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Losing my dad is one of the biggest lost I’ve experienced. It’s overwhelming, ugly, dramatic.
It’s been nearly a year and what people said is true that grief is like the ocean, with the waves ebbing and flowing. Sometimes it is calm, sometimes it is overwhelming. Some days I feel okay, some days I feel like shit. Like today.
June 6 marks one year since my father left us. Left his life behind, his loved ones, his future, his past, his history, and everything he loved and cherished.
His glasses is still here, his perfume, his clothes, his new brand shoes that he would wear for our summer trips, his phone, and all of his belongings are still here.
I know I will never get over my grief. I know that grief will be my forever friend.
I’m grieving the lost, the past, the lost future, the lost hopes, the lost dreams
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If you just recently loss your loved one, I am so sorry for your loss. I am with you.
Feel free to hit me via DM on Instagram @thegriefmap.id if you need a friend to grieve together. Take care of yourself, reach out for help if needed.
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